Sorry I wasn’t able to get a proper post up. A and I spent most of the day out car hunting. Not what I wanted to spend a n entire Saturday doing, but that’s the way it goes sometimes. By the time we got back I was wiped out. Who would think just driving around town would take so much put of a person?
One thing which came out of it though was I we had a serious talk. It didn’t change anything I think, but I feel better for having gotten things off my chest. I’m not sure what I can or will do to change some things, but I know I am going to have to. I have to be able manifest in the “real” world to a greater extent than I have been, especially over the past several months. Being locked in my head is getting to be a problem. Just something to think about and work on.
If things go as planned, I should see my therapist again next week. It’s been for ever and a day since my last session… the last one was before the holidays. I sometimes wonder if not being able to go more often is part of the problem. I am so often left to go long stretches relying on my own devices to work through issues, and lest’s face it, I don’t handle things so well by myself. If I did, I wouldn’t need to see a therapist now would I?
Anyway, I am going to make a point of simply relaxing today before I have to go to work… Is is just me, or does anyone else wish we only had to work two days a week, with five off and the same pay?