(Yes, this is my little fur ball)
I was thinking today about what I wanted to write, skimming through various blogs and news stories when I had to stop for a moment. Several things dawned on me, first I’ve almost reached the two year mark with both my transition and this blog. Second, I have reached a point where I find the every day to be something I don’t need to blog about. Sure I have my moments, some doubts and fears. Some body dysphoria and a little more gender dysphoria mixed in, but they aren’t overwhelming. I don’t find myself lost in a deifying roar of thoughts and emotions.
This is in part due to many different factors; finally being honest with myself, going to therapy, and yes, medication which I think is finally working the way I need it to.
Looking back to a year ago I was hopeful I would one day find myself right where I am now. Two years ago I couldn’t have imagined it was even possible to have hope for the future.
Of course a side effect of this is I seem to have less personal things to blog about, at least on a daily basis. Unlike a personal journal, I see no point in going over the mundane. I can only talk about the frustrations of housework so much before someone will want to strangle me. I love my kids, but I just can imagine trying to write about them every day either, though I do know there are people who do so… it’s just not for me. I also have a cat, but honestly, aren’t there enough cute kitty pics out there already????
So what is a poor girl to do? (And I mean poor both figuratively and laterally).
I guess pretty much what I have been doing lately which is to share some of my interests. It’s been mostly music up until now, but I hope to able to write about other things as well, books, movies, poetry, and yes… to share a little of my Geeky side.
I’m afraid things are probably going to be inconsistent for awhile as I explore just what I would like to share, provided I can do so well. As with anything, if I’m going to do something I want it to be something I can be proud of.